Dreams.
First off, I didn't know what the shit I was going to say. I figure I'd grow past the bullshit of aged "friends" and the first thing that came to mind was dreams.
One must be outrageously strong to dream, and even more brave to follow the dream. It's scarce to encounter an individual who truly has the ability to fathom pursuing their passion, let alone finding someone with the strength to embark on a journey to living the dream.
The first thing that comes to my mind is "How miserable would it be to live life knowing you bailed on your passion?" What does that say about your character? I can't find the respect in me to appreciate those who opt for the easy way out. The way that either offers the most cash, or security. I understand maybe your passion does allow cash flow and security, but if it does not.. that should not deter you.
The word passion is defined as: "Strong amorous feeling or desire". So, slap on the armor because nothing ever, ever - comes easy. You will have to make sacrifices, failures, friends and successes. Enjoy the ride!
I'll see you at the top! <3
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Monday, May 18, 2009
So Here It Goes...
I probably read more blogs than the average person. From Global 14, Bryan's Journey, October's Very Own, Necole Bitchie, Perez, and even Kanye! So, I thought I'd start my own. Once upon a time, I did have one long ago. Back when Xanga was the shit. However, now things have changed: I'm educated, inspired and fucking pissed.
Most folks know me for being pretty easy going. Now, I've had enough. Sick of being taken for granted, tricked & deceived. I remember being told as a child: "You fool me once, shame on you. You fool me twice, shame on me". Nothing rings more truth. However, little do you know, I'm smarter than you may perceive me to be. I've grown from a young, naive and partially egotistical girl, to an intelligent woman with practical goals and the ambition to exceed them.
To say the least, I consider myself to have past the "high school" bullshit. No longer will I tolerate the selfish, two-faced, inconsiderate company I once did. There comes a point in your life when you begin to remove those distasteful beings from your life, and truly focus on who and what is important.
Unfortunately, sometimes that includes persons you once loved, and understand they don't know any better, but also understand they're physically and mentally incapable of evolving. Therefore, what is left? Nothing. All that is left is to disguard of his/her influence from your life by disassociation and extinction of relation. So, if you dont yet know... goodbye.
A letter to some of whom I can't stand any longer:
You once called me family. Indeed, I felt the same way. Little did I know.. it was all business. Shame on me for not knowing any better. You suck the free work from me while my heart was dedicated to the development and success of your craft.
FUCK YOU! Never once cared to call, or even contact me in any way. It was always on my lap... unless, you needed some more free labor and a favor. And at the time, I would never turn it down.. no matter how busy I was working, in school, and volunteering. But you.. you were sitting on your ass staring at a TV screen waiting for someone else to do it. Well, talent/intelligence without ambition is like a bird without wings. So, I guess you can still walk?
Funny how I know your life like the back of my hand. You know I would never, ever deceive you. No matter the case, yet you took me for granted, and to your own advantage. I can't decide whether you knew I was the perfect type to utilize and dispose of, or just wrongfully mishandled our no-longer existant relationship by not giving a fuck and pulling off incredible deciet. Nor can I decide whether I'm impressed that you crawled under my radar, or disgusted. But now, I dare you to call me. I dare you to send me an e-mail asking how I (a member of your "family") have been doing. I dare you to send me goddamn message on myspace, facebook or twitter saying "what's up" without some exterior influence or interior intention of further usage. Ha, Too late.
The greatest, most genuine friend you could have ever had (and once did) is now out the damn door. One day, just one day, maybe you'll open your eyes and see I was there. And maybe most importantly, that I didn't want to leave either.
Finally, if you think this is about you... it probably is. However, if this is about you, I'm very impressed you took the time out of your "o-so-busy life" to read something I wrote. Ha, who am I kidding...
Until next time,
To each his own blessings.
Most folks know me for being pretty easy going. Now, I've had enough. Sick of being taken for granted, tricked & deceived. I remember being told as a child: "You fool me once, shame on you. You fool me twice, shame on me". Nothing rings more truth. However, little do you know, I'm smarter than you may perceive me to be. I've grown from a young, naive and partially egotistical girl, to an intelligent woman with practical goals and the ambition to exceed them.
To say the least, I consider myself to have past the "high school" bullshit. No longer will I tolerate the selfish, two-faced, inconsiderate company I once did. There comes a point in your life when you begin to remove those distasteful beings from your life, and truly focus on who and what is important.
Unfortunately, sometimes that includes persons you once loved, and understand they don't know any better, but also understand they're physically and mentally incapable of evolving. Therefore, what is left? Nothing. All that is left is to disguard of his/her influence from your life by disassociation and extinction of relation. So, if you dont yet know... goodbye.
A letter to some of whom I can't stand any longer:
You once called me family. Indeed, I felt the same way. Little did I know.. it was all business. Shame on me for not knowing any better. You suck the free work from me while my heart was dedicated to the development and success of your craft.
FUCK YOU! Never once cared to call, or even contact me in any way. It was always on my lap... unless, you needed some more free labor and a favor. And at the time, I would never turn it down.. no matter how busy I was working, in school, and volunteering. But you.. you were sitting on your ass staring at a TV screen waiting for someone else to do it. Well, talent/intelligence without ambition is like a bird without wings. So, I guess you can still walk?
Funny how I know your life like the back of my hand. You know I would never, ever deceive you. No matter the case, yet you took me for granted, and to your own advantage. I can't decide whether you knew I was the perfect type to utilize and dispose of, or just wrongfully mishandled our no-longer existant relationship by not giving a fuck and pulling off incredible deciet. Nor can I decide whether I'm impressed that you crawled under my radar, or disgusted. But now, I dare you to call me. I dare you to send me an e-mail asking how I (a member of your "family") have been doing. I dare you to send me goddamn message on myspace, facebook or twitter saying "what's up" without some exterior influence or interior intention of further usage. Ha, Too late.
The greatest, most genuine friend you could have ever had (and once did) is now out the damn door. One day, just one day, maybe you'll open your eyes and see I was there. And maybe most importantly, that I didn't want to leave either.
Finally, if you think this is about you... it probably is. However, if this is about you, I'm very impressed you took the time out of your "o-so-busy life" to read something I wrote. Ha, who am I kidding...
Until next time,
To each his own blessings.
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